Vievee Francis
Break Me and I'll Sing
My voice like marrow, a blood-yolk
spilled upon the counter. You can't stop this
song. More hands than yours have closed
around my throat. You may crack me.
You have cracked me. I'm frightened
but so what? I'll testify. Witness,
if you can, listen: I slurped the frog-leg soup
gone bad. Held a brass spoon like a barrel
to my mouth. I could tell you what you want
to hear, but I'd be broken just the same,
so why not sing?
I'm singing now. louder this time and in the round:
We are a-wounding of red-plumed birds. Every voice,
a bloody feather in the bone crown.
(from The Shared World: Poems, 2023)
www.google.com/books/edition/The_Shared_World/-GevEAAAQBAJ?hl=en&gbpv=0
Victoria Chang
OBIT
My Mother’s Teeth—died twice, once in 1965, all pulled out from gum disease. Once again on
August 3, 2015. The fake teeth sit in a box in the garage. When she died, I touched them, smelled
them, thought I heard a whimper. I shoved the teeth into my mouth. But having two sets of teeth
only made me hungrier. When my mother died, I saw myself in the mirror, her words in a ring
around my mouth, like powder from a donut. Her last words were in English. She asked for a
Sprite. I wonder whether her last thought was in Chinese. I wonder what her last thought was. I
used to think that a dead person’s words die with them. Now I know that they scatter, looking for
meaning to attach to like a scent. My mother used to collect orange blossoms in a small shallow
bowl. I pass the tree each spring.
I always knew that grief was something I could smell. But I didn’t
know that it’s not actually a noun but a verb. That it moves.
(from OBIT, Copper Canyon Press, 2020)
via Poetry Magazine, 2019
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poetrymagazine/poems/151141/obit-5d8d0cffc5885
James Davis May
Sentimental Hogwash
A man who hasn’t thought seriously about killing himself
in over a year walks out of the living room
as the father in the movie stumbles toward the bridge
in order to jump from it. There are, after all,
things to do in the kitchen, pans to soak
and plates to rinse, and no one is watching him,
or the movie for that matter, his wife trudging
through a stack of student papers, his daughter
drawing dragons on a sketch pad, and the feeling
unfurling like a fever was so mild at first it seemed silly,
something that until then was dormant but now threatened
to make him cry, and though he isn’t afraid to cry
in front of his family, he didn’t want to this time
because they might worry, and then he would worry
that the depression was coming back again.
It’s snowing in the movie, the actor’s face obscured
by a five o’clock shadow and a sizzling agony
that’s surprising for a supposedly heartwarming film.
The lie is that seeing the world without you
will make enduring this world easier,
that you’re some sort of butterfly flapping its wings
birthing not a hurricane but a music that saves
everyone you love from ruin. The truth is
the world would be just as terrible without you
as it is with you in it, give or take a little pain
and pleasure. There’s nothing left to do
in the kitchen, so the man sits back down
and watches the father and the angel shivering
as they save each other in different ways,
and then the man’s wife looks at him and says,
“Thanks for coming back. We get lonely
when you leave,” and he apologizes and promises
to stay until the end, a scene that he knows
is sappy but loves anyway, even though
it will make him cry a little, just loudly enough
that he can’t pretend that no one notices him.
(from Rattle, Dec 2022)
via www.rattle.com/sentimental-hogwash-by-james-davis-may/